Thursday, November 10, 2011

Eyebrow Art


I honestly never liked my eyebrows.! i would always leave them too hairy or i would always mess one up.! & i don't get them done because of the one time that i tried. They looked HORRIBLE!!! So i will NEVER trust anyone else with my eyebrows!!.

So today I noticed they were looking horrible so i did them. & for the first time i LOVE them!!

I was also watching a whole bunch of Kandee Johnson videos on YouTube like this one:

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& it made want to do this!
Here's some pictures:

Closer look:

Not as good as Kandee's but i love it!

This is a fun way to look daring and i very much enjoyed walking down the street like this :D

bye bye now :)

Tuesday, October 18, 2011



is a very CONFUSING thing.
i guess it is just something you figure out along the way & not waste time trying to figure it out. because in the end. the story will have its meant ending.
even though life is hard right now... i think i have an idea in why.
i already had my mind set that i need to settle down and have kids and marriage when i am only 19!! Do you know how crazy that seems. well these days maybe not really crazy but for me, it is.
I now know that love is for later and right now the only thing i can do is make my life what i want it to be.!
I need to pursue my dreams and accomplish my goals. which i haven't figure out what they all are but here goes a few:
1.Know ALL there is to know on Math. the Fields Medal for Math 
3.become an accountant [CPA] 
4.own a animal shelter comfortable in my own body and show out my confidence
6.become a phlebotomist.
7.find TRUE love
YES, in that order!!! from most important to least :D
Let's just hope that a mistake isn't [resent in me though... well i wouldn't call it a mistake but in a way yes...

Anyways... all i can do right now is keep living life without letting me broken heart bother me. even though it does get to me...

Wish me luck :) and i wish who ever is reading this luck back in your own goals ♥

Saturday, April 2, 2011

This Weekend...

Now i have been feeling like im abandoning this blog but no worries im not :D

This weekend! has been amazing so far. Theres nothing like spending time with family, well for me. Most people rely on friends for fun but i get it from my family. We always have the best time together and honestly, i wish i can describe it but i just can't.

Whenever my sister stays over is the best because we are always playing games and staying up as long as we can. That's how it has been since Friday until maybe Monday.

Now tomorrow might be the best day yet and i said might because today was pretty bad-ass! Especially that my love called me for 8 minutes but just knowing he was ok made everything better. I can't stop thinking about our mini conversation, it makes me sooo happy

Well tomorrow is going to be Wrestlemania! and we are going to celebrate mines and Laura's birthday! i might not get presents but being with them all and watching wrestling is the best present i can get!

Well im going to sleep now because i'm tired since in the weekdays i barely get any sleep

Sunday, March 27, 2011


This is just going to be thoughts in my head right now since i have no other way to express them.

Right now im just missing my Angel! It has been almost a week since he left & i still haven't heard from him and I'm starting to get worried. I wish i knew something or just hear one word from him and it would calm me down. I miss him so damn much and maybe this type of life isn't fit for me but for him i will do anything. Even if it means being a military wife or girlfriend for now, i will try to be the best at it for my loser!

In my head i just keep replaying those smart comments he used to always make lol He was such a dork, idiot, and childish but thats how i love him! He used to always make me laugh and make me feel better with his remarks. I used to always tell him too, that his words were so strong and they meant more than any object or physical action.

I'll even give you proof of how much of a dork he is:

He once messaged me this picture haha he's such a loser! a loser that eats wallets! O.O

Theres so many things i loved of him one thing though, is he always called me "cubby cakes" and rarely my name but that just made it more special when he did, i used to love it :)

He means so much to me because he saved me from my darkness and just gives me hope and motivation everyday! He seriously does so much for me without him knowing he does. & he says i do the same which  I'm thankful for because i wouldn't know any other way to repay him.

Even though ill be getting days like these in the next 7 & a half weeks im going to always remember that once he's back everything will be better for him & his family! and i can't wait to see how that is like!

Well i guess enough babbling for now because i need to go to sleep for school tomorrow at 6 in the morning just like every other day! bleh que flojera!

Movie Opinions #2

Since i didn't get to share my opinion about the movies i saw yesterday, I'll do it now before i see any movies today.

Now yesterday i went to the theater, which trust me is rare!, and i saw the other  movie, that I've seen before but still wanted to share because its that damn Great!, at night after finishing my work-out. The two movies i saw:

1.Diary of a Wimpy Kid: Rodrick Rules

Which was super amazing! sooo hilarious and the story is so cool. It's about siblings not getting along but in the end you know they will always be there for you, to those who have siblings should know this is true :). I recommend it to people who are open-minded & don't think they are too old to see this. I'm 18 and I was proud to be seen going into this movie because i loved! the first one. Theres even proof that it was a great movie.

  • Made $24.4 million this weekend
  • Was rated A- by movie critics
  • & is the #1 movie this weekend!
Seriously go watch this movie! You're going to be laughing your ass off the whole time. Its so worth watching!

2.Pearl Harbor

Now everyone knows about this movie. In my opinion the only good movie that are shown by teachers. I love the romance in it & hopefully this doesn't happen to me. It makes me a little paranoid that I'll receive that letter saying that my Angel died & it not being true. But if you haven't seen it then you are part of the 1% in the world that haven't and that's sad! Seriously watch it im not trying to make you feel bad :)

In contrast, these are very different movies but both are my all time favorite! and ill watch them a million times more if i wanted to :D

Friday, March 25, 2011

Movie Opinions

Decided I'm going to do movie reviews also. I'm always watching movies seriously so now ill have a better reason to :) Ok maybe not so much reviews just my opinion on them.

So today i watched 3 movies:


This movie is amazing! Fantastic! It's like a musical but not your typical princess movie. It's really a great movie that anyone can enjoy it. Love the romance in it and some things are pretty obvious but its really fantastic. Worth watching! One of my favorite cartoons yet!

2.My Neighbor Totoro

Now this movie seemed a bit short to me and theres not really a point but its worth watching since it was made by one of the best Hayao Miyazaki. Really great movie and one that anyone can enjoy,

3.How Do You Know
Now this one was my favorite one i saw today. Its a romance but not your typical one. Reason why its amazing: 1 Paul Rudd is in it! (which im in love with) and 2. Very good story. When i started watching it i really didn't know what it was going to be about but its a romance but a really good one and not those retarded sappy ones. Also worth watching.

Well there you go not much of a review so i guess they are more like movie opinions, :)


Let me tell you about them! They are what i appreciate most that God gave me because without those wonderful and fun moments with them, my life wouldn't be completed.
We are soo much haha a big wonderful (at times) family! Theres my parents my 4 older sisters, my 2 younger sisters, my little brother, my nieces, & nephews. Now let me tell you a little bit about each of them:

Dad: My dad, he does so much for us! He works so hard to give us somewhere to live and giving us our necessities.
Mom: My mom does everything else my dad doesn't. She gives us support and always covers for us when we have done something bad haha.She's always jokes around with us and sometimes makes us feel like she's more than a mom like a friend or sister. She's awesome!
Angie: My oldest sister, and the least one im closest to since she's always lived far from us so i dont know her that well but she's family and ill do anything for her.
  •  Krystal:My oldest niece, Angie's daughter. She's is a crazy one thats for sure always had that big ball of energy inside her and is just like her mom! She always has that confidence in her that hopefully never gets away from her.
  •  Alize: Oh this girl! She is extremely winy haha but she's a very talkative one.
  •  Mary Jane: Now she's a toughy. Very! strong charactered, i can tell. She'll grow to be a good girl.
  •  Peter: Our first nephew, still so little and he's so short lol but he's great.
Laura: The one sister i share something with, our birthday which is soon :D She's very... something haha but she's awesome
  • Emily: Her daughter, her twin. they are sooo alike!
  • Bryan: "El Gordo" like my mom calls him! He's adorable and he was recently born. He's seriously the cutest!
Mary: Theres so much to say. She's the one i most looked up to and i can really talk to her for hours.

  • Jill: OMG my "Chilly" Ohh how i lovee her. She's the one i can't wait to see soon.
Sol: She's the other i can talk to non stop and i think we've been through a lot and she made me who i was, which i don't regret but finally realize it wasn't who i suppose to be. But i really owe her big time.

  • Kayla:She's more like a little sister than a niece. I always feel very protective over her and she's one of the ones I've seen grow up.
  • Liela: She's adorable! now that she's learning how to talk she's so cute! haha
Mati: My younger sister since ive always been close to both my younger sisters than we share a special bond i guess. at one point we actually liked the same guy which seems real weird to me lol
Andrea: Only if i could push some sense into this girl, but i guess its just that she's growing up but ill always see her as my little very little sister

Joey:The only brother that lives, and my mom calls a miracle, because of him we stay a bit tom-boyish.

Apart from them i still have an older sister, older brother (which i ALWAYS wanted to feel what its like) and another little brother, but unfortunately, they passed away all when they were really little.

 I guess i didn't say much but just to at least say their names i would post up pictures but some of them won't allow me. I always have the best times with them. This past weekend was one of the best. My sister Mary stayed over from Saturday to Tuesday and that was great because we always stay up late to play games and just have fun & my sister Sol came over too in the afternoons and all of us together was just awesome.

For April 3rd is our next get together. It's Wrestlemania & we're celebrating mines & Laura's bday. Whenever we're together we always have the best times so honestly i want this week to go fast! Faster than EVER!

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Before i go to sleep...

i would like to say welcome to my blog :D i just created this a few minutes ago and i did not want to go to sleep without blogging  something but it'll be quick

well let me tell you about myself my name is Lupe I'm an 18 year old girl currently and I'm Native American you can say since both my parents are Mayans from Guatemala. I'm a vegetarian ever since i first saw a PETA video in July 14, 2006 and i loveee animals so I'm planning to become a vet but i don't know yet. I'm currently in a relationship with Angel♥ since 6/30 and its a long distance relationship.

Let me tell you about this quick. Ive been in long distance relationships before and after the one before i promised myself that i wasn't going to go through that again. For that guy i gave everything up, everything and everyone and in the end i had no one. I felt so lonely in those dark days but there was one thing i would always look forward to, talking to my good myspace friend, which  i had for about 5 years then, Angel. He would always make me laugh and make me feel alive so after i find out he has a crush on me, then the real magic started. I wasn't a good people person at the time so online was like my other world my more comfortable world but it helped me through a lot so I'm not ashamed to say that. Well anyways i love my Air force man, he's seriously one of a kind and he makes me the happiest at times but i don't mind :) He's everything to me and hopefully always will be. Him being in the military is the only thing that worries me and I'm starting to see how bad it really is. He just left on Sunday for his basic training and I'm missing him so much! like Ive never missed anyone before! i cant wait until i at least get a letter from him! but the one good thing i feel i get out of this is that I'm getting closer to his family. i cant wait to see whats in store for me and him but i sure do know we're going to make the best memories together. Personal: he'll be my first in everything since I've never even kissed a guy so cant wait for that until he comes and visits at the end of the year :D